Be forewarned. Most of what I’m about to say is cliche. But it’s true.

So I am thinking about writing a book. If there is one thing I have learned over the past year it’s that if you want to do something, go do it. (I’m not condoning robbing banks or anything like that.) But mom’s death has taught me to take advantage of  the time we have. It’s a process that’s still developing  in me.

It’s a life changing thing to watch someone you hold so dear battle for the better part of a year. A very slow torture to your soul. But like anything in life when you go through something traumatic, there’s always something you can learn. Yes, it sucked. Yes, it seemed unfair. And yes, I still get sad. (This week’ house church discussion about God answering prayers for example.) Despite these negative things, I want her fight and her passing to change me for the better.  I know she would want that.

And taking on a challenge, such as writing a book, can be overwhelming. I have my doubts. I second guess my ability. I make excuses and I’m a terrible procrastinator. And with a 18 month old and another baby due in hopefully 12 weeks, setting aside time is another issue (Maybe I can learn how to type in my sleep? Two birds, one stone)  Well, at least I know the obstacles I have ahead of me.

We all have something we desire to accomplish in life. Whether it’s a different career, a relationship goal, someplace you want to visit or some kind of lifestyle change. Ask yourself, what would you like to do and what’s holding you back. Make a plan. Say no to the doubts. Put one foot in front of the other and begin. Life is precious, don’t waste it.